Bestie

I'm grateful to have him by my side, hearing me out on what I've lost.

I should be happy for what I've gained, but I miss my best friend, my love, and with that, also my soul.

I know it sounds crazy, pathetic and stupid that this feeling still tears me apart, but it only shows me that she was the person I was meant for. Makes me a better person. Makes me strive to be better and work harder, make a life.

I'm not crazy, although it may see. This feeling with either be covered up eventually, or we'll find each other when the time is right.